Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Update on us

So I'm currently in my second week at my new job.  I am enjoying it very much.  I definitely miss my babies though and can't wait to be working 2nd shift so that I can be with them during the day.

Last week was a bit difficult for me in regards to Vinny because every time he would be with me, he would scream bloody murder {no exaggeration here}.  He would scream every time I would set him down or even give him any attention.  Turns out, he was mad at me. {tear} He was mad that I had left him everyday with someone else to care for him.  Needless to say that when this was brought to light, I bawled like crazy {no exaggeration here too}.  I felt so guilty that I made him feel this way.  It broke my heart.  However, going into this week, him and I have become much closer.  I think his anger towards me is slowly diminishing, and he is beginning to understand that during the day he goes by a sitter and before he knows it, mama is back holding and kissing him {this would actually be an understatement, I maul my kids.  I just love them so much!}

Anyways, the kids are having a great time at their babysitters house; and to me that is all that matters.  They are cared for in every way that I would hope and that makes me happy!