So I'm currently in my second week at my new job. I am enjoying it very much. I definitely miss my babies though and can't wait to be working 2nd shift so that I can be with them during the day.
Last week was a bit difficult for me in regards to Vinny because every time he would be with me, he would scream bloody murder {no exaggeration here}. He would scream every time I would set him down or even give him any attention. Turns out, he was mad at me. {tear} He was mad that I had left him everyday with someone else to care for him. Needless to say that when this was brought to light, I bawled like crazy {no exaggeration here too}. I felt so guilty that I made him feel this way. It broke my heart. However, going into this week, him and I have become much closer. I think his anger towards me is slowly diminishing, and he is beginning to understand that during the day he goes by a sitter and before he knows it, mama is back holding and kissing him {this would actually be an understatement, I maul my kids. I just love them so much!}
Anyways, the kids are having a great time at their babysitters house; and to me that is all that matters. They are cared for in every way that I would hope and that makes me happy!
